Yesterday I was afraid. Very afraid. Children-safety-related afraid.
That’s a fear that goes away only when you’re told “I assure you, you can go home safely, it was something different from last time, here’s the therapy, see you in a few days if nothing different happens”.
So today is Epiphany so no school for El either. I’m trying to relax myself, recollect my thoughts and all the stress Tati and I went trough yesterday.
So I focused on my desk, get it generally in order. Order helps fear to go away.
Despite the sun outside we’ll stay home today, I strongly need no stress at all. Wished we could order some pizza from here, nor moving or cooking at all.
Home time is sometime the best time at all.